feeling my age

Colin hopes that he and Woody will both go to college at UK...

cause thay are young and they make me think about the meaning of life... not that I don't think about it all the time... I do... but then if Woody plays tennis for another 40 years, he'll still be younger than I am now...

it isn't that I am so sad or regret being so old, but I sure do feel physically old now...

I didn't feel old at 50... actually, it kind of crept up on me the last three years... maybe mid 50's was the real decline... I could feel it before my kidney operation in Aug '07...

I could go back and outline a lot of steps toward old age... but I won't... was just thinking of them... but I do wonder if my diet could change things... guess the worst part of my diet is sugar... cookies and cokes... I should substitute fruits and juices...

anyway, just hard not to think about it... and hard not to feel like I have THREE lives... OH, KY and FL...

nice to have Woody here for a week to kind of make life seem a little more "continuous" for lack of a better word...

I guess maybe it is nice to tie things together... people, places and things...

and thinking about Sarah and Lucy... this is quite a year... with Lucy in Europe and Sarah getting married... is a big and busy year for everyone... 2009...